2026-01-09
edited layout. stared at the screen too long. then i deleted everything.

2026-01-14
site felt empty. so i stole somebody’s template.

2026-01-14 (11:30pm)
i feel numb and empty. i've been feeling like that a lot recently, i don't know why.

2026-01-15 (12:08am)
im gonna finish editing my site, than im going to sleep. im planning on posting a face reveal tomorrow also.

2026-01-15 (1:12pm)
i woke up like 30 minutes ago, so i don't really have shit to talk about right now lol

im thinking about moving my log to a whole new page before it becomes too big though. (and this is the new page:)

2026-01-15 (4:04pm)
my headphones only work in 1 ear >:c

2026-01-15 (6:20pm)
my tongue hurts...

2026-01-15 (6:31pm)
i think im getting sick bro noooo >:(

2026-01-15 (8:44pm)
my heater just broke again...IT JUST GOT FIXED TWO FUCKING DAYS AGO. THIS IS THE THIRD FUCKING TIME.

2026-01-15 (11:17pm)
everytime i listen to the song "steal my sunshine" by len, something bad happens to me

2026-01-16 (1:03am)
im going to try and sleep now..goodnight :)

2026-01-17 (6:44pm)
sorry for barely updating this site for the past 36 hours, i was just being lazy to be honest lol

i've been good, my head was hurting all day yesterday though..i haven't been drinking enough water recently o_O

im pretty sure i've been losing weight though, i feel lighter at least. i don't have a scale so i can't really check right now :(

im probably gonna make another shrine post later today, i was gonna make it about my favorite video game ever..or just another band for the third time idk

2026-01-17 (6:53pm)
just found out a youtube i used to watch when i was a kid is a racist rape activist :/

2026-01-17 (8:04pm)
josh allen why would u throw that FUCK

2026-01-17 (8:14pm)
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2026-01-17 (10:10pm)
im probably gonna finish stranger things tonight..or watch a horrow movie :p

2026-01-17 (10:55pm)
im thinking about making my first blog post about my feelings, the world, or just like uhm..music or something idk lol

2026-01-18 (1:21pm)
im probably not gonna finish stranger things today #kingprocrastinator honestly im just too fucking tired lol this is the only thing that's stopping me from falling asleep.

2026-01-18 (1:23pm)
OH my phone just updated to ios 26 :) (update..this shit looks disgusting omg how do i change it back)

2026-01-18 (2:01pm)
i think im gonna go to sleep now, goodnight :)

2026-01-18 (12:27pm)
good morning, im probably gonna make a sitemap later today

2026-01-18 (3:54pm)
i think my washer is broken FUCK i hate this apartment

2026-01-18 (9:55pm)
i was outside all day my bad for not updating this today. im probably gonna make a blog post later tonight. OH and some of the chargers in the apartment stopped working too! :)

2026-01-18 (10:59pm)
my blog has been posted, its about politics so be warned >:)

2026-01-19 (1:01am)
i just made a survey i'll post tomorrow :) im tired as FUCK

2026-01-19 (4:28pm)
i've been outside all day, im probably gonna make another blog post later today (3 in 3 days :O). im still posting the surveys too though

2026-01-19 (5:35pm)
im probably not doing a blog post today sorry :( i have no good ideas

2026-01-19 (9:44pm)
im ACTUALLY gonna watch stranger things tonight bro i have to do something "productive", and i might post a review too if i don't forget :) and im about to post the surveys i made yesterday

2026-01-19 (11:24pm)
i just made my new blog, it's a vent post so be warned. i just needed to talk about it.

2026-01-20 (3:45pm)
i just got back from school, and im gonna make a new surver lol SORRY im actually gonna post it this time though :) and i have to finish like 4 assignments today so im gonna stay awake until like 4am

2026-01-20 (5:02pm)
i just posted my survey...after 2 fucking days lol

2026-01-20 (8:12pm)
im ACTUALLY gonna watch stranger things today, i know this is like the fifth time i've said this but i actually will this time..also i just found out i have a math exam....hooray! :)

2026-01-20 (9:11pm)
i finished my assignments YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2026-01-21 (4:19pm)
i just got back from the gym, so now i've been watching somebody eat food on youtube for the past like 10 minutes lol. by the way im 99% sure i don't have any exams so hooray

2026-01-21 (7:34pm)
my heater got fixed..so the apartment feels normal now

2026-01-21 (7:40pm)
just pirated my first movie! :D

2026-01-21 (11:05pm)
I FINALLY FINISHED MY FUCKING ASSIGNMENTS OMG

2026-01-22 (10:35am)
this is probably the first time i've updated this blog in the morning so, hey :)

2026-01-22 (1:19pm)
i've been bedrotting all day, im probably gonna make a blog post later today, or a shrine post. AND i might finish stranger things today, yes i know this is my 5th time saying that..

2026-01-22 (5:14pm)
i posted my blog post like 20 minutes ago, its short but its just talking about things i find gross

2026-01-22 (10:47pm)
i just took a "nap"..aka i was knocked out for 5 hours. im probably gonna make a shrine post later so stay tuned >:)

2026-01-23 (12:27pm)
WHY THE FUCK AM I SO TIRED AHHH I FELL ASLEEP AT LIKE 11PM BRO NOOO i just woke up by the way

2026-01-23 (12:30pm)
i'm probably gonna make a blog post today though >:)

2026-01-23 (1:28pm)
i'm about to post the blog post in like 1 minute, it's about how i think 2016 is overrated. i know, don't shoot me lol

2026-01-23 (10:16pm)
sorry for barely posting anything today, i was at my friends house all day so i didn't get a chance to update this. i'll be more consistent soon though i don't have school until feburary

2026-01-23 (11:37pm)
i drank hot chocolate like 5 hours ago, im 99% percent sure i burnt my tongue because my tongue hurts everytime i drink water now :(

2026-01-24 (12:05am)
why tf do i get sad so easily

2026-01-24 (12:05am)
just had some oreo cakesters >:p

2026-01-24 (3:28pm)
i just wrote a poem :)

2026-01-24 (5:37pm)
i relapsed BAD lmao fuck

2026-01-24 (6:40pm)
i'm probably gonna make a shrine post today, i'm 99% sure it's gonna be about a band by the way..even though i was supposed to make a shrine post about a video game last week

2026-01-24 (7:41pm)
i just posted it, uhm here it is shrine post

2026-01-24 (9:54pm)
i'm gonna watch skinamarink today, wish me luck lol. also i just realized i haven't used spacehey in like..a week? i'll come back tomorrow though >:)

2026-01-24 (11:26pm)
i couldn't finish it.....because it was SO FUCKING BORING bro i watched it for almost 70 minutes (it's 100 minutes long) and literally nothing happened bro fuck that movie

2026-01-25 (10:47am)
it's my moms birthday today :D

2026-01-25 (3:10pm)
i think my headphones are breaking >:(

2026-01-25 (6:56pm)
..i want caffeine >:c

2026-01-26 (9:08pm)
my head hurts >:(

2026-01-26 (9:16pm)
i'm probably gonna make a blog/shrine post today, i have to post SOMETHING atleast

2026-01-26 (10:26pm)
i just posted it, it's a journal i'll TRY to update daily (aka as much as i can)

2026-01-27 (10:45am)
i got like 4 hours of sleep last night (atleast i'm pretty sure), when i woke up i saw like a 3rd person pov of me waking up lol so i don't know wtf is going on o_o

2026-01-27 (12:05pm)
i'm posting the blog post in like one minute...it got weird lol the blog post in question

2026-01-27 (2:52pm)
i have to wake up at 6:30am AGAIN..i'm gonna watch the human centipede later though :D real

2026-01-28 (11:51am)
i just posted a new journal post...this day doesn't even seem real lol journal

2026-01-28 (3:09pm)
my mom just gave me a drink with herbs in it..it tastes so fucking bad it's making me gag and twitch i'm gonna throw up bro ewww it's fucking nasty

2026-01-28 (3:10pm)
HOW IS THE AFTERTASTE EVEN WORSE?? AND WHY IS IT STAYING FOR SO LONG????????

2026-01-28 (3:13pm)
okay i think it's starting to get better. imagine a 2 week old dollar store cheeseburger patty mixed with vomit, dirt,and sewage..that's what it tasted like

2026-01-28 (6:51pm)
i just ate dinner, it was grilled chicken and potatoes, the potatoes weren't cooked all the way though :/ i'm probably gonna post something today by the way

2026-01-29 (1:29pm)
my mom is making me do a "cleanse" for 5 days because..i don't know why honestly lol. the food isn't even bad i thought it would be worse :)

2026-01-29 (5:58pm)
i just drank the nasty sewage water drink again..it tastes even worse than last time. i'm probably gonna make a blog post today though. and uhm i just watched a documentary on youtube..some people need to die bro i swear. the video im talking about

2026-01-29 (6:38pm)
i just had a chicken lettuce wrap with uhm jarred peppers i think, it was SO spicy bro how tf lol

2026-01-29 (10:07pm)
i'm probably gonna watch a horror movie tonight >:)

2026-01-31 (7:41pm)
sorry for not updating this blog for the past 48 hours, my friend was staying over so i couldn't use my laptop :/ i'll be more consistent though i promise lol. i'm probably gonna post a blog post soon though :)

2026-02-01 (4:48pm)
GOOD AFTERNOON GUYS..and happy black history month too i guess (i'm black i can make that joke chill). by the way i just made a new entry in my journal so read it NOW journal, the new post is entry 4

2026-02-01 (7:36pm)
i'm making another blog post right now :) it's probably gonna be short again though

2026-02-01 (8:12pm)
i just made the blog post..it wasn't short i'm pretty sure it's my longest one ever actually, if it isn't it's atlesat one of the longest ones. go read it though it's about how i lost $6000 the blog post

2026-03-12 (5:09pm)
I JUST POSTED MY FIRST BLOG POST IN LIKE 2 MONTHS LETS GOOOO!!!!!!!!! the blog post in question

2026-03-12 (9:30pm)
i just had some pillsbury cookie dough...it was so good brooooo. i'm gonna watch a horror movie later tonight too btw, probably something on effedupmovies #futureserialkiller #fbiiamlying

2026-03-12 (11:16pm)
i'm gonna watch black christmas..no not the new one the old one. idk what it's about so wish me luck :) also sorry but i'm not gonna make a "review" this time, to be honest i just wanna watch the movie..and everytime i do it the movie ends up being boring as shit lol

2026-03-13 (3:22pm)
sorryyyyyyyyyyy i fell asleep while charging my laptop :/ BUT GOOD NEWS I'M ON MARCH BREAK NOW SO I DON'T HAVE SCHOOL NEXT WEEK!!!!!!! btw sorry for not posting anything today until now i kinda have a crack in the back of my laptop lol and i'm scared if i take it to school in my bag it'll break :)

i'm actually gonna watch black christmas tonight though..totally

2026-03-13 (3:26pm)
i had a popeyes poutine for lunch with a jamaican beef patty MMMMMMMM fuck it was so good...why does food turn me on lol
also look at this lmao https://i.ibb.co/tTv2xqGb/IMG-2042.jpg click it NOW

2026-03-13 (5:50pm)
i just had some fish tacos..yummy!

2026-03-13 (6:20pm)
my mom just got mad at me for no reason again, i've been taking all this shit without talking back. one day i'm gonna have to fight back, it won't be a good day when that happens.

2026-03-13 (8:39pm)
i'm back, sorry for not updating the blog my laptop's battery is SO SHIT...anyway i MIGHT make a blog post soon so uhm just wait for it i guess idk

2026-03-13 (11:05pm)
I JUST MADE A NEW BLOG POST EVERYBODY GO READ IT GO GO GO!!!!!!!!! the blog post
also i'm reading back some of my logs and..WHY AM I SUCH A LOSER lmao

2026-03-14 (12:51pm)
it's black christmas time >:)

2026-03-14 (1:02am)
the site i'm using is buffering >:c i'm using lookmovie2.to now IF YOU USE IT MAKE SURE YOU USE A ADBLOCKER BTW

2026-03-14 (8:32am)
:( "why are u sad?" 1: i fell asleep during the middle of the movie, and 2: I JUST WOKE UP TO FUCKING CHOCOLATE STAINS ALL OVER MY BED MY MOM'S GONNA KILL ME good morning though

2026-03-14 (8:50am)
UPDATE: i've cleaned most of it up, there's just like 2 tiny stains left :)

2026-03-14 (10:33am)
i finally cleaned it all up dewd. and guess what? MY FRIEND FINALLY TEXTED ME BACK AFTER LIKE 6 DAYS YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH

2026-03-14 (1:41pm)
i wanna be an actor someday..i wanna be the first one dead in a bunch of horror movies bro that's my goal in life fr

2026-03-14 (5:01pm)
just tried to go eat and my mom said "you are disrupting my vibe >:(" and she wonders why i don't like eating around people anymore lmao

2026-03-14 (10:15pm)
i just wrote a vent blog :D i probably won't release it lol, so i'm gonna write a regular blog post now

2026-03-14 (11:02pm)
i feel like shit again, i'm posting it now.

2026-03-15 (10:15am)
THE BLOG POST IS NOW GONE i deleted it, good morning btw guys just ignore that lol...also i want the macbook neo SO BAD >:(((( i already have a laptop but i'll give it to my brother when i get the neo

2026-03-15 (10:17am)
also i just realized i didn't finish the other one i was gonna post :/ sorry lol i was so tired i genuinley couldn't even type

2026-03-15 (3:11pm)
i just made the blog post, it's about time traveling :) the post

2026-03-15 (3:13pm)
i'm probably gonna make a shrine post later today also #weresoback

2026-03-15 (5:22pm)
i just made the shrine post, it's about LeFT. the shrine post

2026-03-15 (5:55pm)
we(yes WE) are all using napoleonite instead of spacehey now my profile



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